For Writing Beautiful Writing

Even though to write sentences beautifully in Japanese, it means my native language, is difficult, my desire has no limit, I want to write beautiful one in English.
I know I am so far from the goal. I don't even know what is the beautiful writing in English.
I read some countable numbers of novels in English... Almost only classics. I wanted to read "Naked Lunch" in English when I was in USA. I tried, but it was impossible not only because the skill of reading, but also ignorance of culture of USA.

As same as practicing playing piano, the first thing to do is to know what each word means, I think. Pianists know how to sound many feelings by playing only one sound, for example, C.

How many means do you know about a word "go"?

I will go to a park.
I am going to go shopping.
The moment has gone.
...

If you are native speaker, I guess you can count around one hundred sentences to use go.
I can't.
How about come, laugh, read, cry, and write?

However, I will never give up, because the word "give up" dosen't exist on my dictionary.(this is old saying in Japan... do you know this??)

At last, the important thing is basics.

I started to learn English again. I found I have lost many words in English, but relearning those words is less difficult than learning words I have never learned.

For writing beautiful sentences, I am learning.

I want to go to school again for learning English. I know how much I should have for going.
I believe that the day will come soon.

You know that??
If you believe something, it will be realized.
Hahaha do you believe it??

Good luck!!!!