For Writing Beautiful Writing

Even though to write sentences beautifully in Japanese, it means my native language, is difficult, my desire has no limit, I want to write beautiful one in English.
I know I am so far from the goal. I don't even know what is the beautiful writing in English.
I read some countable numbers of novels in English... Almost only classics. I wanted to read "Naked Lunch" in English when I was in USA. I tried, but it was impossible not only because the skill of reading, but also ignorance of culture of USA.

As same as practicing playing piano, the first thing to do is to know what each word means, I think. Pianists know how to sound many feelings by playing only one sound, for example, C.

How many means do you know about a word "go"?

I will go to a park.
I am going to go shopping.
The moment has gone.
...

If you are native speaker, I guess you can count around one hundred sentences to use go.
I can't.
How about come, laugh, read, cry, and write?

However, I will never give up, because the word "give up" dosen't exist on my dictionary.(this is old saying in Japan... do you know this??)

At last, the important thing is basics.

I started to learn English again. I found I have lost many words in English, but relearning those words is less difficult than learning words I have never learned.

For writing beautiful sentences, I am learning.

I want to go to school again for learning English. I know how much I should have for going.
I believe that the day will come soon.

You know that??
If you believe something, it will be realized.
Hahaha do you believe it??

Good luck!!!!

About my situation

I am so sorry. I have forgot how to use English... So I can't write anything. Goodbye.hehehe

Huh, hello, how are you doing Ladies and Gentlemen? I am fine, I am OK. I am Japanese.

Something very terrible have happened in Japan.
I mean about the Tsunami (You know this word is Japanese?), earthquakes, and Fukushima. The problem of nuclear energy has not settled. I can't even know when the problem would settle.

When the earthquakes came, my parents were actually in Fukushima.
I have to laugh about it. hahahaha.

I start to talk about that how I came to Okayama.
Okayama is a south part of Japan. Here is far from even Tokyo.

Oneday, I thought, I wanted to go to Okayama. So, I moved.
That's it.
Finished!!!!!!

Then, my parents planed to move to Fukushima. But I didn't want to go to Fukushima. I can say like "I felt something very dangerous about the place", spiritually, but in fact, just I didn't find any interest in Fukushima, that is the reason.
Anyhow, after I moved to Okayama, my parents moved to Fukushima.
My father's hometown is Fukushima, and he decided to reform his parents' house to live there.
They started to remake the house, and the earthquakes came.

Don't worry, they are fine, thank you.

However, because something very funny (I think the name is something like nuclear's...) are dancing in the air of Fukushima, so they must have moved to somewhere else.

I have to plus to tell you, hopefully my parents lived 45~50km from the most dangerous points, so they got little effection of the stuff.

They have come to Okayama.

Actually, my mother went to north part of Japan, it calls Hokkaido, to escape from hot weather in Okayama.
And I plan to move to Osaka from Okayama in summer.
My father started to learn making dishies in Okayama.
I have no sister and brother.

I think,
How strange my family is!

Don't think like this is the normal Japanese style.


I wanted to tell about my situation after the Fukushima's problem has gone, but I found that I couldn't know when that would be gone.
Fukushima's situation is not good even now.
"is not good" is very weak expression, I know.

But, you know?
What I have to do now is Not to be negative, at all!

I am an optimist, and positive.

I enjoy my life every day, of course!!!

If you have some questions about Japan, as far as I can answer, I will tell you about Japan.
Ask them, please.


ANYWAY...
I SHOULD write some in English more frequently.
I admit to have forgot a lot of words and grammar and my name. hahaha

Maybe, I will write sometimes at here.

Thank you for reading!

See you!