Hidden walker

Many things happen in your life. Nobody can control them. It is an interesting point in the living. As soon as it is a hard point.

Someone told me once that to walk your life must have been hard. Now I understand. When you walk on a road that people made for you, maybe you are bored and feel easy to walk. And I think people who can continue walking the road are clever. However, stupidly, some people decide to walk their way as I do.

I am happy because I am not bored anymore.

My foot are not so strong.

Now I am a hidden walker. Nobody knows I am walking because I am behind tall grass.

I know you are hidden walker. Even if many people don't know you walk, I know.

Happy Happy New Year!!!!!!

Hello, How are you??? I am fine.

2012 comes. Do you have any plan to do in this year?

I have some.

1. Going to companies to show my manga.
I think I will be able to change my position this year. My manga will be in a comic this year. I am sure although nobody say "It will", I am sure. hahaha.
You may say I am a dreamer...

2. Passing exams of English.
If I can pass it easily, I want to try to get other exams; Japanese writing Kanji, Color coordinator.

3. Making some friends of some professional.
I think people who are professional is shining. By the way, how do you think about what the professional is? I think people who make people smile are professional. It is hard, actually...


That's all.
And these are not plans, but I am going to get a job soon and move to wider home because I need.


In Japan, usually people spend some days of new year with their family. Even people who live far from their family go back to their family to see. I think this is good custom although it cause big traffic jam.
However, this is usual case. I am not like usual, I don't know why.
I spend this time by myself. Now I am getting be bored. I like to do something all the time. Some people like to do nothing all day long, but it is just unbelievable for me. I think it must be personal differences. I want to be like that if I can, but for me, it is enough to be such only after I die. :D

Let's go to a cafe for drawing manga after cleaning up room and taking a shower. I like to do that out of my house.

Do you think I can make some people smile by my manga?
If everybody says no, I will.
Because I am.

Believe Yourself,
Enjoy Yourself,
Enjoy Your Life,
Happy New Year!!!!!!!!!!!!!

For Writing Beautiful Writing

Even though to write sentences beautifully in Japanese, it means my native language, is difficult, my desire has no limit, I want to write beautiful one in English.
I know I am so far from the goal. I don't even know what is the beautiful writing in English.
I read some countable numbers of novels in English... Almost only classics. I wanted to read "Naked Lunch" in English when I was in USA. I tried, but it was impossible not only because the skill of reading, but also ignorance of culture of USA.

As same as practicing playing piano, the first thing to do is to know what each word means, I think. Pianists know how to sound many feelings by playing only one sound, for example, C.

How many means do you know about a word "go"?

I will go to a park.
I am going to go shopping.
The moment has gone.
...

If you are native speaker, I guess you can count around one hundred sentences to use go.
I can't.
How about come, laugh, read, cry, and write?

However, I will never give up, because the word "give up" dosen't exist on my dictionary.(this is old saying in Japan... do you know this??)

At last, the important thing is basics.

I started to learn English again. I found I have lost many words in English, but relearning those words is less difficult than learning words I have never learned.

For writing beautiful sentences, I am learning.

I want to go to school again for learning English. I know how much I should have for going.
I believe that the day will come soon.

You know that??
If you believe something, it will be realized.
Hahaha do you believe it??

Good luck!!!!

About my situation

I am so sorry. I have forgot how to use English... So I can't write anything. Goodbye.hehehe

Huh, hello, how are you doing Ladies and Gentlemen? I am fine, I am OK. I am Japanese.

Something very terrible have happened in Japan.
I mean about the Tsunami (You know this word is Japanese?), earthquakes, and Fukushima. The problem of nuclear energy has not settled. I can't even know when the problem would settle.

When the earthquakes came, my parents were actually in Fukushima.
I have to laugh about it. hahahaha.

I start to talk about that how I came to Okayama.
Okayama is a south part of Japan. Here is far from even Tokyo.

Oneday, I thought, I wanted to go to Okayama. So, I moved.
That's it.
Finished!!!!!!

Then, my parents planed to move to Fukushima. But I didn't want to go to Fukushima. I can say like "I felt something very dangerous about the place", spiritually, but in fact, just I didn't find any interest in Fukushima, that is the reason.
Anyhow, after I moved to Okayama, my parents moved to Fukushima.
My father's hometown is Fukushima, and he decided to reform his parents' house to live there.
They started to remake the house, and the earthquakes came.

Don't worry, they are fine, thank you.

However, because something very funny (I think the name is something like nuclear's...) are dancing in the air of Fukushima, so they must have moved to somewhere else.

I have to plus to tell you, hopefully my parents lived 45~50km from the most dangerous points, so they got little effection of the stuff.

They have come to Okayama.

Actually, my mother went to north part of Japan, it calls Hokkaido, to escape from hot weather in Okayama.
And I plan to move to Osaka from Okayama in summer.
My father started to learn making dishies in Okayama.
I have no sister and brother.

I think,
How strange my family is!

Don't think like this is the normal Japanese style.


I wanted to tell about my situation after the Fukushima's problem has gone, but I found that I couldn't know when that would be gone.
Fukushima's situation is not good even now.
"is not good" is very weak expression, I know.

But, you know?
What I have to do now is Not to be negative, at all!

I am an optimist, and positive.

I enjoy my life every day, of course!!!

If you have some questions about Japan, as far as I can answer, I will tell you about Japan.
Ask them, please.


ANYWAY...
I SHOULD write some in English more frequently.
I admit to have forgot a lot of words and grammar and my name. hahaha

Maybe, I will write sometimes at here.

Thank you for reading!

See you!

Donkeys and something

I tried to read again what I wrote down before on this blog. Then I found a lot of wrong words... Anyhow, I'll never mind! I don't want to correct them each times... I am lazy!

It has spent two months since I came back to Japan. I sometimes remember of Tampa. Actually I often see Tampa on TV because there is the baceball camp of Yankyees(I don't know how to spell it).
When I saw that, people in there said "Hello" or "How are you" as usual. I felt like missing that. These communications are so rare (I couldn't find a spelling of the word "rare" now! Come on!).

I came to school for receiving classes, but the second one gave no lecture, hah! I have no class until 6 hours later. What to do...?
I started studying Dali language(also I don't know this spelling). This is the language of Kabul in Afganistan. It looks like Arabic. I can't even read it! It's hard. But I am excited because the class is very interesting even if I can't understand any words on a board.

I will tell you about donkeys in Kabul.
Donkeys are very rare animal in Japan. We don't use donkeys. I think donkeys didn't exsist in Japan long time before. I guess they came from some other contries... I am not sure, but I think so.
So we can see them at zoos. I've never seen them at a farm.
Farmers use horses and caws even now but donkeys.
Donkeys in Kabul are very miserable. They are the symbol of stupid. I think some contries think same as Kabul about donkeys.
The teacher told me they are really sillier than horses or some other animals. They run into a tower which for dropping thunder when a storm comes and die, and they don't understand what to do when a master ordered as for horses.
And the meats of donkeys are not good so farmers give them the worst food and sometimes forgets to give.
But they have to carry very heavy staffs everyday.
How miserable!
They cry every night. Nobody knows why they cry.

Anyway they are the symbol of stupid.
So when my teacher saw the picture of her husband who is Japanese which he is smiling with donkey in Kabul, she was surprised at that and thought how ridiculous that was! She told she removed the picture from the albam.
But she also said she thought donkeys are cute now because she came out from the concept in Kabul now.

For me these are interesting stories. But I don't know for you. Some of you would live in a contry in where there are many donkeys might think this is very common and uninteresting. As same as that, also I have a lot of accustomed cultures in Japan that are interesting for you.
So maybe I should write about Japan more.
What are you interested in Japan??

If you have some ideas, tell me please! Write to me a comment!
But I am not sure there is somebody who reads these articles... I will wait for your request any time!
But even nobody write(I think so), I would write something at the next times, he-he.
Writing something is very fun for me.

It has spent loooong time!

Hello! I want to start writing something from today. I wish I can complete about playwriting, but honestly I am bored at this subject a bit... So if I would feel like I can write about that, I would continue...

Now I am in Japan, and here is spring!
I am forgetting English as you guess. I have to be care for about that! I can use these basic words but not developing words... However, what is the "developing words"? Who knows it? I think each country has a tender about studying English. It is like that Japanese goverment likes to teach grammer and grammer and grammer and reading but not speaking and writing.
Actually there is one problem about studying English in Japan now.
Japanese government decided to teach English more using English in the class by speaking than before in order to develope students' speaking and listening skills in English. This is a good thing. But the problem is teachers who can't speak and use English... They say "I have no confidence about that".
What will happen... Who knows.
I have to go back to the subject what the developing words is.
So for me, the developing words are some professional words about chemical or politic or literature or something like that. But not only them, but also some words which we use in living life frequently are been forgetting...
Please! Stop it!!!!!!!!!

Anyway, I started to study French. Je m'appelle Hanana. Je suis Japonese.
It's harder than studying Spanish for me...
Spanish's pronounciation and Japanese's is pretty similar. For example, in Spanish "casa" means house, and in Japanese "casa(kasa)" means umbrella. So if you can speak Spanish, to learn Japanese is easier than else, I think.

I am writing about such things now; but I think these subjects are not so interesting...

Let's write about what I am doing now. Of course I am writing this blog, but at the same time, I am selling my magazine in university. I wrote some poems and a novel. I belong to one magazine's group and the group is selling the magazines now. Today is my university's spring festival named "welcome to new students festival". But unfortunately the new students hardly come. Plase come!! And buy this!!

And I plan to move from my parents' house. I want to live at a place nearby mountain! I can't breathe well around here. I want mountains...!

I think about Tampa sometimes. What are my friends doing...? I guess it is getting hotter and hotter everyday and they would go to beach a lot!
I haven't played tennis for long time...

Well... The biggest problem is I am too hungry now although I don't have money. If I would not be so hungry, I would write more; but now I can't use my brain well.
I will write one day again...

I can't even guess who reads this. But if you read it, please check again!

Take care! I am doing well; and I wish you are happy!
Good bye bye.

Plot 2

About a question "What the plot is", please read a previous article!

Before I start writing about the plot, I'm writing a little about my present condition.
Now I am in Tampa Florida, but I will go back to Japan in a month. I will restart going to university for two years, and I will graduate school in two years.
In Japan, to graduate university is much easier than America or EU or maybe other countries. Especially, my university is very easy (maybe) because the final exam is only writing something long. The tests are so easy, if you would attend, you will pass it.

I will tell you one anecdote of the test.
A student wrote down how to cook an omelet deliciously on the exam paper of Literature, he (or she?) passed the exam.
And one of my friend wrote down how to be born the praying mantes on the same exam, she passed.
You know? How easy!!

In stead of the easiness, of course we can't find jobs easily. This is the destiny. In the other words, because of we can't find jobs easily even if we graduate the university, our exam is very easy.
I don't know who called Japanese people are diligent and industrious...
No no no, I have to say, my university is kind of strange one. Maybe other universities are different, maybe, maybe...

When I took the exam to enter my university, there was interview after the writing test. Now I know that, then the interviewer decided to make enter or not by that the examinees are strange or not. Strange →Enter, Not strange→Sorry, like that.

Anyhow, ... what am I writing about? oh, my present condition... So, I will leave America and I will restart going to university, and one of my friend will leave America before I go back to Japan, and my home-stay family's mother and father will go to New York tomorrow to stay until summer, and so on, there are so many changes around me at this time.

Anyway! I should start writing about plot for a looooot of people expecting my article about play-writing ha ha ha!


I wrote that "A plot looks like a long path up a hill with obstacles along the way".

Today I will explain what a plot should be step by step.

The first step, Plot answers a simple question.
The simple question means, what the playwright wants to write about; it means theme of the play, or where is the stage on that play, or what is the main story of the play, etc.
Most of the good stories are been able to explain the outlines easily. Thus also the plot should be like that.
If a plot never answer a simple question, the play would never give an answer. So who would give? Who knows.

Next, the question should be clear by the 10 percent point.
This 10 percent point is interesting and good to know. If you will write 10 pages, the question should be answered by the end of 1 page, or if you will write 100 pages, it should be by 10 pages.
I think this point is very important.
The more simple looking, the more difficult and important. Everyone is likely to forget the simple things because it looks like so easy therefore less important. But it is not true!
I should pay attention about that...

And the book said, when you write a plot, you should think "And then what? And then what?" and "What dose the character want and what is he doing to get it?" to continue writing and not to lose a tension of the play.
This should be good way to write, I think.

Huh... I will stop writing to here.
I think I wrote too long. Sorry!

So I will continue writing about Plot also next time.

See you!